supreme felicity

I’m gonna pull an all-nighter
to finish packing my lifetime warzoned room
PEACE.

P.S. Jas I promise I’ll give you dozens of those stickers on your bdae.

My muscles and bones are on the brink of tearing apart.
And my tighs are burnt with bruises.
Totally felt as if somebody had just sucker-punched me through my spine!
And the best part, no recovery time.

Tues training thurs friendly sat beach.
Yes, I do love volleyball

Time to wallow myself in YOKO, Rheumatism Oil and massages!

the nerdiest
self cam-whorer

i never thought i’d loose myself
there and then, i did.

feelings unchanged
yet pangs of remorse builds,
no sooner had i said those words.

regrets
cannot be undone,
and neither can sorrys.
but let me use ten folds of love
to make it up.

no clue what has gotten into me
i beg to comprehend
i just need to get a grip.

i swear i dont mean it

AND the fixtures are finally out
The New Team, RP, IK, Ponggol Sec

*prays really hard
1) He will come watch my matches
2) Please let us stay away from injuries
3) Fred’s ankle
4) Jen’s back
5) Jelly, dont put everything on your shoulder

I know its quite faint but
Its a bruise! Its a bruise!
From Juls so called ‘thunder-spike training’

bleahs

Our million pound YOKO
and SMILES

me, jelly, zk

We wanted to go zonks over the photo machine
and squeeze our fat butts into that minute space
yet another dismay
but, some other day i guess

1. I am stubborn, and I like to win
2. I like to talk back, alot
3. I am indecisive; even dealing with the smallest of things
4. I like people to be my brain
5. I have no sense of urgency
6. I am one super blur sotong
7. I am ultra forgetful
8. I always do things when I don’t even know why
9. I am mega careless
10. I am way too clumsy for a sports person
11. I don’t use my brains
12. I don’t think when i shoot off
13. I have totally no sense of dirrection
14. I am ugly
15. I am super not proactive
16. I think I am a cry baby
17. I am the slowest when it comes to hints
18. I hate to give up, even when there’s lil hope
19. I am a absolute complete fool cum idiot, when it comes to love
20. I walk without looking

Great. I’m just a complete screwup.

issit what people always say,
that time flies?
and what if tomorrow never comes?
so don’t don’t, ever let the bads conceal
what’s right infront of you all along.
so simple and true.

but the human mind,
so entangled with trials of everything.
love, happiness, affliction, misery, perspective.
all so uncomprehensible.

a total catastrophe,
of thoughts and dilemas.
when is this ever gonna end?
no, never.
history just repeats.
what is worthy of, or not?
there isn’t a perfect answer,
indefinitely.

what about determination?
it’s not gonna let everything get back on track
and when it reaches it’s fullest
then its time to press your brain’s pause button
AND STOP THINKING!

and go to bed without crying,
or fretting.

and surely tomorrow will be better.